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(Karya: Erina Putri)

 

Hei, kau bisa lihat aku?

Menengoklah saat hentak kaki terdengar.
Lalu,
Kilas balik kisah lampau kan kau lihat.

Jangan gamang!
Aku datang dengan syair pukul tiga pagi,
wanita tua yang tanganya kau kecup; seperti roda, berputar membawaku menghintarimu.

Setetes peluh, sejuta kasih yang bisa kau rasa.
Swastamita pun tak bernama dibandaing lekuknya.
Lekuk yang ia ukir, kala kau puas akan sesuatu.
Puas dengan pencapaianmu, tertawa tentang segalanya tanpa dia.

Tak peduli hujan, ia tahu kau pecandu petrikor.
Uap yang mengepul; kau kenapa buta?
Apa aku ini angin yang hanya menerpamu?

Hei, masih tak bisa lihat aku?
Aku ini nirmala!
Setiap kata dalam doa ibumu, itu aku!

Egois. Bukan aku, tapi harus begitu.

Ketika aku pergi, apa matamu diperlakukan dengan baik? Jangan sedih, tak boleh seorangpun merisakmu.
Aku harap begitu.

Tapi rasa di balik ragaku, selalu berharap semoga suatu saat mengenangku akan membuatmu berlinang air mata.

Ya sudah lah.

Apa masih tak bisa melihatku?

Maka biarkan aku pergi, jangan menengok!
Biar aku menulismu dalam syair pukul 3 pagi,
semoga kau sehat selalu.

 

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